Thank you Byron I actually have been so ashamed after publishing this story that I want to delete it but then a comment like yours and some of the others makes me say to myself, "It's too late, Chrissy, the cat is out of the bag and even if you delete it, people know." It's like I outed myself three ways in this story, and so suddenly. All my life I have dreaded that people would find out that 1) I was in special ed. 2) I was the school slut, and 3) cut my wrists. I maybe should have done one of those at a time. I feel so exposed today. Totally raw and naked. And I kind of worry people won't find me funny any more because they will pity me. I wish I could turn back time. Thank you for your comment Byron, it makes me feel better about it. I don't want pity, but I love support and your support makes me feel so much better about everything. Thank you. You must make a lot of people happy with your kind heart.