Thank you. I know I stretched pascals wager a bit but really if there is no god then we can't see our dead loved ones ever again, right? Might as well bet that there is a god and maybe one day we will get to see them. It's so horrible to have somebody gone from you for all of time. I get dark when I think "Never will I see her, no matter what I do and how much I might like to. Never..." I guess that's called the dark night of the soul. Who invented that, I can't remember. I could google it I guess. Seems like it wasn't Pascal but it was somebody way more recent. Or maybe it was Pascal!! Ha, I'll google it! Thanks for your kind words McKay. That's your first name now no matter what you say!